Sunday, January 9, 2011

New Year... New Presence

They call it present because it truly is a gift.... Born into a world where our mind seems to reflect our realities, I have a view of the world that I think must change. I feel empowered by the abundance in my life and am beginning to see through the darkness and into the light. For one of the few times in my life so far, on New Years around 12 AM my mother gave me a gift in form of words and emotions... she made me see the miracle I truly may be. I hope that I will continue to experience this way of life, of living with the knowledge that I have what it takes to succeed. I want to take a middle path where the choices I make are not above me and engulf into an ugly storm to my beautiful soul... Even if that storm happens, I accept myself enough to pick me up and drag on to the next silver-lined cloud. Life is what we make it... but sometimes I wonder if Destiny has any play in it... Are we product of others or do we produce ourselves? I want the best life for me. I want to be safe, happy, and joyous. I call her Bliss... she is my newest Miss.